Much Ado About Nothing

Hello there. Welcome to my new space where I shall be writing about all sorts of things imaginable. I miss writing; a very nice outlet. Like Marcus put on his bio: Come for a joy ride.

Day ??? of quarantine: Not much have changed tbh, besides the efforts of trying to stay inside. Some people’s reactions to it are funny. The amount of memes about coronavirus and quarantining are out of this world. I can relate tho. I’ve been doing some online challenges (we’re being transported back to the HS/2000s days). At first I was like nahhh but then like why not? I guess?? lmao. We’re all just that bored. But like this has always been the rodeo so meh. Have fun while we can I guess.

“Give it some time.” “Have fun.” “Go with the flow.” — those are the phrases that are defining my love life as of 2020 and onwards lmao. A lot of things have happened. Life has been a roller coaster. But I’m kinda surprised I’m holding it pretty well. Like my bestie said, “SHit happens” and you just gotta keep moving along. I guess I finally understand what Henry meant after all this time. They’re life experiences. Take people and their words with a grain of salt. The Tit for Tat Rule: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. No matter how much I want to deny it, relationships (no matter romantic or plantonic) are a big part of life. I really value my relationships and friendships! And whenever I think about it, I’m so grateful to know and have so many supportive people in my life. But most of all, I’m learning and still learning how to be at peace and enough with just myself.

Anyways, aside from that deep talk, the pipping hot tea?? the juicy stories??? lmao. I don’t think I have any but when I think back to it…I’m just like “wow what did I get myself into??” Legit no lie, I almost played myself into a relationship, was about to risk it all. What was I thinking?? lmao. I think my heart is too pure frfr. Ngl that experience left a deep impact on me. But looking back, yikes, I was crazy and dumb. But I’m starting to feel glad that things ended up this way. It wasn’t meant to be and I believe that God or the universe wants me to do bigger and better things. This was nothing but an eye-opening experience; level up babyyyy. It was definitely a close call indeed. I think I’ll write all about it on a different post.

As of now, I’m just vibing. On chill. On cruise. People are so weird and funny. They’ll always be an interesting bunch. Not to say that I’m not weird either or am different from them. The real question here that all you guys want to know is: Am I talking to anyone or someone right now? Hmmmm, you could say I am?? But I don’t know. These days, everyone is my friend; “it’s not that serious” somehow sums it up well. Because of that sometimes I’m just like “dang am I a player??” But I don’t think I’m a player. “Or am I that oblivious?” I still don’t get the dating scene though, like talking stages and whatnot. I’m just trying to be friendly out here. And if you want to play the game, I will play. In the end, no matter what happens, it was a fun one. But there are definitely people who I like more, talk to more than others. For the time being, I will do myself till the right one comes along. Although sometimes I’m worried about the future, there really is no rush.

I realized I used to be so uptight about who I interacted with. There are pros and cons to both though. But I think that it’s a useful skill to know how to socialize and navigate your way around people in life. I used to be so shy and scared to speak to people. I still am but not as much anymore. Tbh, I’m just trying to care and worry less about what people think. Let them believe what they want to believe. You have a problem with me or something to say about me?, pls say it to my face. And if you can’t be a grown up and have a mature conversation about it then your loss. Move along queen, don’t waste your efforts and energy (one of the biggest lessons I learned come 2020). As of now, I’m still learning how to say “no.”

Ladies and/or whoever is reading this, be in your power. Bounce back and glo’ up, you a mf boss ass bitch. Know your worth and don’t settle for less. You deserve everything and more.

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